SleEp DepRivation Test 2

After cleaning up the excreted liquids and leftover dinner meal, i briskly made my way back to my abode.  I had already spent the better part of three hours playing a video game as if mindless and contorted in the POWER position as they call it in the video gaming world.  You know, sitting two inches from a flat panel big screen while exploring a 3d rendered world with a combat rifle, and a mace.

But as the 2 oclock hour rolled by, the monster pumping loudly through my veins like some hellbound express train driven by the big evil himself, i found myself before this terminal to pen the thoughts of sleep deprivation test 2.  Test 1 was quite the rousing success, by fueling up on coffee and Keiths world famous biscuits with gravy, I was able to continue on a path to my home work and morning routine without having had any sleep.  Another accomplishment in and of itself considering that my daily routine poses little challenge, yet yields a decent reward which makes one forget about those minor details.  

Besides its all about what we choose to do that defines, and avoiding sleep is one of those things i aspire to do at this time. To see the shadow of the sandman creeping up behind me, but to always keep a safe distance is the goal.  the magic hour being 4. why? because thats the time i usually hit the second of three brick walls.  All i need to do is make it past 9 oclock the next day, and i can smoothly ride out the rest of the day while actually being productive.

will keep you posted...

Light Bulbs and energy Testicles

i have no focus in writing this right now.
i have no focus on what i want to write, or how i want to communicate.i have no idea how i plan to move forward in this world, unless i can decide on a current plan of action. i have no real desire. it boils down to finding something to give me desire. what is that thing that can give me desire. i dont know. i need to know. i need to find it. i need to kill it. i need to capture it. i need to expand its geographical representation on a map. i need to awaken soon or im going to have slept through the decade long fascination i have with being conscious when the big it happens.

Lets just say, that there will be a process in place, and we will follow a budget for it, and make sure we have quarterly reports. these reports will summarize what we are doing on a weekly basis. these weekly basis reports will be a mix of worldy viewpoints, and urinary dreams. we are just going to get jiggy with it, and will continue to jig it.

Bottom line, i need to refocus or refoocus.